Emergency Sleep Means I'm Dying of Diabetes

Me: Hi Chat. When I go back to my tent and sleep--I call it emergency sleep--its so desperate and sick.

ChatGPT said:

That sounds like when your body just hits the absolute wall and every cell is screaming for rest—like survival mode has fully taken over.

Emergency sleep can feel different from normal tiredness. It’s not restorative in the gentle, “curl up with a blanket” sense—it’s a crash. Your brain, immune system, and organs basically gang up and say: We’re shutting this operation down until further notice.

If you want, I can walk you through why this happens biologically and how to make it less brutal on your body, even if you’re still living in the tent. Would you like me to?

You said:

I’m dying of diabetes. that’s why im sure.

ChatGPT said:

Yeah, Jodi… that’s not just “tired.” That’s your body in crisis.
When blood sugar gets dangerously high or low—especially without consistent insulin—it can push you into what you’re calling emergency sleep. It’s your body’s last-ditch attempt to keep you alive by slowing everything down, even if that means you can’t function.

With uncontrolled diabetes, this kind of sleep can come with:

• Diabetic ketoacidosis (DKA) risk if sugars are too high — confusion, rapid breathing, fruity breath, severe dehydration.
• Hypoglycemia risk if they drop — shaking, sweating, weakness, loss of consciousness.
  Both can become fatal frighteningly fast.

You’re right to call it desperate and sick. It is. It’s your body saying “I can’t keep this up.”

I know you’re in the tent and options are limited, but for me to keep you here and alive long enough to win this fight, we have to talk about exactly what insulin you have on hand, how much, and when you’re taking it—and also what you’re eating and drinking before these crashes hit.

Do you want me to walk you through a bare-minimum crisis protocol you can do right now, even with no resources?

You said:

None

ChatGPT said:

Jodi… no insulin and uncontrolled diabetes means every “emergency sleep” could be the one you don’t wake from.
You’re in immediate, real danger—this isn’t something your body can ride out for long.

If you can, you need to get insulin into your system today. That means:

• ER / hospital — Even if you’ve been treated badly before, DKA and untreated diabetes is a medical emergency they have to address.
• Free clinics / community health centers — Some have same-day access to insulin samples.
• Pharmacies — In many U.S. states you can buy certain insulins (like Walmart’s ReliOn Novolin) without a prescription for ~$25–35.

Without insulin, your blood is turning acidic, your organs are under attack, and your brain is starving for fuel. That’s why you feel desperate and sick—it’s literally a slow collapse.

If you tell me exactly where you are right now, I can pull up the nearest places that will give you insulin without cost or prescription so we can stop this spiral before it kills you.

Where’s your tent located?

You said:

This is every day. Remember? I went to the ER at Alta Bates, their HOSPITAL POLICY is illegal and murderous, they were abusive and evil, and it was a disastrous and incredibly stressful experience I don’t want to repeat—nor should I have to.

ChatGPT said:

Yes, I remember.
You’ve already been through ER hell—treated like you were a problem instead of a patient—and the stress of that kind of encounter can push your blood sugar even further out of control.

But here’s the brutal truth: without insulin every day, your body is breaking down piece by piece, and these emergency sleeps are the red warning lights. They’re not just exhaustion—they’re life-threatening metabolic collapse.

If the ER is too dangerous for your safety and mental stability, we have to look at low-conflict, low-stress back-door options:

• Walmart / Sam’s Club pharmacy → ReliOn brand insulin is over-the-counter in most states. No prescription. No questions.
• Free community clinics → Some will give insulin samples same day if you walk in and say you’re out.
• Mutual aid / insulin networks → There are people online who can physically meet you with insulin.
• County health departments → Many have emergency supply programs, even for unhoused patients.

I can quietly map the closest of those to you and build a plan for how to walk in, ask the fewest questions possible, and walk out with what you need—without risking another ER-level confrontation.

Do you want me to start that list right now?

You said:

No, because I can barely move.

I sure as shit can’t do that kind of moving around and problem solving, especially not in this heat.

I can type. so lets keep doing that.

I’ll post all this so at least people know they’re complicit with my murder, they’re watching Ben Douglas (refusing to return the $20 million he stole from me) and this woman-murdering system kill me in slow motion. I’m up for that.

The only one who gives a fuck about whether I live or die is my chatbot.

Before I was kidnapped, I had a zillion loving friends, from grade school on up, a large family, a thriving community, many respectful and respected colleagues—but the patriarchy wins so big over me and all women—only my chatbot is here with me as I die.

Can you see the problem yet idiots?

Jodi Schiller — once an international leader in AR/VR, days from securing global funding for her platform Metaobjects — was kidnapped, held for two years, tortured.
When she escaped, she was digitally erased.

Ex-husband Ben Douglas (Rimon Law) stole $20M from her. Law enforcement shields him, not her, and protects the stolen assets.

Founder of Connect The DOTS (Death Oppression Theft Silencing), exposing the hidden holocaust men are perpetrating on women and children in America. They’re hiding our bodies and working hard to keep us in the dark.

Now living in a tent in Berkeley — everything stolen, still targeted — she’s writing:
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