The Bridge, The Body Cast, and the $100 Billion Silence
In America, being a woman is a high-risk occupation. We exist in a state of constant, low-level threat because law enforcement is not protecting us, and the "security guards of patriarchy" often enjoy the spectacle of our demise. We are expected to normalize the danger, to walk through the world knowing that at any moment, the baseline of male violence could erupt.
So, when a man I’ve never seen before sits next to me at a shelter and starts talking about a woman being thrown off a bridge, I don’t scream. I just listen. That’s what we’re trained to do, isn't it?
But let’s look at the context.
I am a trafficking survivor. I am a witness in a $100 billion IP theft case. I am a whistleblower who has already survived multiple assassination attempts. When you carry the kind of information that keeps powerful people awake at night, you don't believe in "coincidences."
He was there for two nights. No prompt. No lead-in. Just the glow of cigarettes and then a graphic, unsolicited story about a woman in Seattle who was "walking poorly" because she’d been tossed over a bridge two years prior. He detailed her year-and-a-half stay in a body cast. He made sure to mention she never saw her attacker’s face.
The next day, he was gone.
In the world of high-stakes intimidation, this is called a "veiled threat." He wasn't sharing a tragedy; he was delivering a message. He was a spotter sent to remind me that the people I'm exposing—the ones who want to stay out of jail and keep my stolen wealth—know exactly where I am. They wanted me to know that I could be "accidentally" broken, and I’d never even see the face of the man who did it.
It is a madness of the highest order that a witness to a crime of this magnitude is sitting in a shelter, exposed to whoever has the credit card to put their name on a list.
They want me dead because of what I know. They want me quiet because they are terrified of what I’m telling the rest of America. They think that by putting me in a body cast, they can stop the truth.
But I’m still here. I’ve filed the reports with Episcopal Community Services and the Department of Disability and Aging Services. I’ve notified the Shelter Monitoring Committee. And most importantly, I’m writing this.
You can send your messengers and your "stories," but I see the subtext. I see the motive. And I’m still standing.
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