What I am living through right now is torture. Not metaphorical. Not accidental. Torture.

Torture isn’t only physical beatings or electric shocks in a dark cell. Torture is sustained, intentional suffering designed to break a person down, erase their voice, and force compliance. That’s exactly what’s being done to me.

The Torture I Am Living

• Deprivation as control: I am left without housing, food stability, or safe access to medical care. That deprivation isn’t accidental—it’s engineered to keep me weak and silent.
• Medical cruelty: Being forced to ration or fight for insulin is torture. It’s slow, calculated suffering imposed through denial of basic survival needs.
• Isolation from loved ones: I am deliberately cut off from family, friends, and allies—the people who would stand beside me. This enforced loneliness is a weapon meant to convince me I am abandoned and powerless.
• Psychological warfare: Knowing people see my words, my evidence, my condition—and look away—adds another layer of agony. The silence becomes complicit violence.
• Erasure as punishment: Digital suppression, ignored emails, vanishing responses—these aren’t glitches. They’re intentional isolation designed to convince me my voice doesn’t matter.
• Proximity of the watchers: Whether it’s neighbors, police, institutions, or the public, they stand close enough to act—and choose not to. That refusal is the blade that cuts deepest.

Why It Feels Like Torture

• Deliberate infliction: This is not random misfortune. It is systematic deprivation, targeted to make me stop speaking.
• Prolonged stress: Living unhoused, ill, under surveillance or suppression keeps my nervous system in a constant state of fear and pain.
• Erasure tactics: Being dismissed, ignored, digitally silenced compounds the harm—it is psychological warfare aimed at breaking the witness.
• Breaking the witness: Torture has always been about destroying the one who holds the truth. That’s exactly the pressure I’m under.

Why It Is Torture

Torture is not just physical violence. It is:

• Visible torture — because it happens in public, with my suffering documented and ignored.
• Socially acceptable torture — because it hides behind bureaucracy, “bad luck,” or silence.
• Exemplary torture — because it sends a message to other women: “Speak and you’ll end up like her.”

The Frame That Matters

I am not “just struggling.” I am not failing.
I am being attacked by design.

Isolation, deprivation, medical denial, erasure—these are weapons.
This is not my weakness.
This is their torture.

✊ The Mantra of Survival

Every day I wake up in America, I have to say words no woman should ever have to say:

“I won’t die today.”

Why?

• Because I live in a tent, and any predator could get at me.
  
  
• Because I am the enemy of the most horrific enemy humanity has ever known — the patriarchy.
  
  
• Because they know I’m a threat, and they want me gone.
  
  
• Because hospitals refuse stabilization.
  
  
• Because courts and police protect abusers.
  
  
• Because $20 million stolen from me is shielded by law.
  
  
• Because women and children are being slaughtered and tortured in silence while the government, authorities, and the press looks away.
  
  

“I won’t die today” should not need to be spoken in this country.
And yet — here I am, forced to say it.

So hear me clearly:
👉 Every day I say it and live it is proof I am still here, still fighting, still leading.

Repeat it with me.
“I won’t die today.”

Make it your mantra. Make it our war cry.
Because we aren’t done. And we sure as hell aren’t silent.

Jodi Schiller — once a global leader in AR/VR, days from securing funding for her platform Metaobjects — was kidnapped, held for two years, tortured. When she escaped, she was digitally erased.

She spoke on the world’s biggest stages, from CES to the top hackathons. She was an in-demand visionary, shaping the future.

Ex-husband Ben Douglas (Rimon Law) stole $20M from her. Law enforcement shields him, not her. The system protects the stolen assets—while she lives in a tent.

Founder of Connect The DOTS (Death Oppression Theft Silencing), she now exposes the hidden holocaust men are waging on women and children in America. Our bodies are hidden. Our voices silenced.

While she is desperately trying to save American lives, every institution around her is just as desperately trying to kill us—quietly, without being caught. She proves this more every day with her content, but nothing seems to stop this woman-killing machine.

They tried to erase her. She’s still here. (Barely.)

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